All That I Have Left

Your playful smile in naked photographs
Your filthy lines that always me laugh
I was a fool to let you go
So what did I expect?
This is all that I have left

Those drunken fights ended in shards of glass
My stubborn stance could never let things pass
So many words I now regret
So much for self-respect
This is all that I have left

Sifting through these memories
Searching blindly for the key
To unlock the mystery
The reason why you had to leave
This enigma that remains
Through the laughter, through the pain
Is this all? is this all?

Unwanted books, junk letters in your name
Your lingering ghost, a haunting sense of shame
A hoard of our unrealised dreams to which we’ll never get
All your pretty songs that I can not forget
Oh this is all that I have left